Tuesday, October 19, 2010

that time of year

it's been a continuously terrible, even though we're in the next week. just happens to be my life low for now.

magie has been sick for the past few days. Long story short, at first it was just her licking herself to the point of not being able to walk around properly, and now she seems to have digested something bad. She was doing a lot of crazy things, like eating grass (apparently dogs do that when they're stomachs hurt), not coming inside the whole night when it was freezing outside, vomiting etc. I completely lost it sunday morning and broke down; just didn't know how to help her anymore. Luckily my brother came from his place and helped me out.

Her conditions seems to have slightly improved today, even though we had been suggested to hospitalize her. She ate by herself tonight, which is good as she hasn't eaten since saturday. I pray she gets better soon. Nothing is OK until she is.

Still no calls on vacation work either. On the brink of giving up. Bad kick start to my career.

Even though all this bad stuff happens to you, it's amazing how life still goes on. You could have your arm amputated, but when you come home after surgery, you'd find bills and stuff in your letter box. The world doesn't stop because your suffering. You just have to troop on. I am struggling to follow this concept I admit. But one day I will look back on this post/time, and realised I survived through it.

teoh,

1 comment:

elienated7t said...

You can do it...cliched as it may sound.

It’s good to know that Magie is recovering; it’s probably a temporary setback, from the sound of things.
This isn’t to undermine the seriousness of it all by the way...I have gone through the pain of seeing my dog being attacked by other ones.

But yeah, though everything seems down in the dumps right now, things will work out for the better :) if anything, this entire experience reflects your attachment to Magie...the extent to which you have gone with this is quite remarkable, and I know you well enough to know that you’ll come out of it stronger than before...

Here’s hoping Magie a speedy recovery...a bit biased on our parts as everyone misses you at uni :)